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The truth

I have to admit something.
I’m having a really hard time adjusting to living in North Carolina. I have my good days. But I’ve only had two of them. At least that’s how it seems. It’s been tough. I screamed really loudly a little bit ago “I hate it here I hate it here I hate it here!” As if that would do anything. Maybe if I had a fairy godmother. Or maybe if I had clicked my heels together.

It’s only been a month, and I know these things take time but everything seems so compounded. Exaggerated. Bigger. More intense. Nathan always seems grumpy. Eleanor is always whiny. The dog is barking at everything. There is no quiet.

Maybe we made the wrong decision. With every move I’ve made there has been something to look forward to. And right now I feel like we are just getting by. But when does that stop? What are we looking forward to?

I’m tired.

9 Responses to “The truth”

  • I get the yelling part. I felt the same way when I moved to Jordan and sometimes still do after two years. ESPECIALLY after the recent events in my life. It has to get better I have to believe that otherwise what is the point. Hang in there :)

  • Oh Carey I hear ya. Its so hard when you look forward to something and it ends up being just a big old bowl of hard.
    It’s such a cycle when the whole family is feeling down. It’s hard to know where it all starts and finishes.
    I hope you didn’t make the wrong decision and that things start getting better soon. Hope you are feeling well too with that little babe inside.


  • I always seem to have a hard time adjusting to change, especially big changes like moving somewhere. I hope everything calms down, and I don’t think you made a wrong decision, everything works out for the good.

    Also you may have said it before but I don’t remember, where in NC did you move to? (I’m in Wilmington)

    • We are in Durham! I loved Wilmington as a kid. We uses to live in Fayetteville since my dad was in the Army. I’m sure as time goes on things will settle. Do you like Wilmington?

  • It will be better when you guys make some new friends. Me and Jamie will be down the first weekend in May for a wedding. Maybe we can meet up for lunch and I can introduce you to some people you might like. I love you. Hang in there, Carebear!

  • i grew up in a military family. We moved every 2 or 3 years to completely different countries. I don’t have a ‘home’ when you ask me where I’m ‘from’ i just smile and say ‘everywhere and no where’ In all those years of moving i learned that you can only rely on yourself to make where you live great. Friends will move away, family can’t always be there. The first step for me is always to make my house a home, somewhere we’re all comfortable being us. An oases to look forward to after a long day. No matter what is outside your window, you’re home is full of people you love. Keep your eye on that.

    • Thank you! I grew up a military brat, too …we moved about every two to three years. Somehow it was easier to adjust as a child. Though honestly we didn’t have a lot of time to scope our neighborhood out. If we had we would have made a different choice. Everything will fall in to place soon. And I should take your home advice and start unpacking for real!

  • oh mama, i’m sorry. moving is hard! maybe you should consider moving elsewhere other than durham? you should contact Melissa from dear baby, she lives right there in Raleigh…
    hope it all gets better soon

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